“‘Being there for someone when they need you – that’s all relationships are” ~Ellie

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Pride is a bitch

I miss them. I’ve done wrong. We both have. Throwing a life away seems excessive to me; but we’re all built different. I’ve left my husband. I’ve left my daughters father. I’ve never felt a pain like this. We do what we have to do to protect the only things we have left. Thank you all for all of the love. He did so much good. That’s what I will hold onto. I get the Forrest Gump complex; I’ve had it my entire life. For once I didn’t. The irony. It’s all of the little things that make me cry. As I always say, the little things; are the big things. I know I contributed a ton of little things myself. I guess we call it even, and move along. You guys have been amazing. Second hardest week of my life, but getting easier. I will never leave my one. My heart goes with him. It’s no longer needed. Happy Friday, everyone be safe. Grateful for all of us being in all of your hearts. #muchlove #alwaysanH 

Infinite Sadness

I would be sad because you left me all alone.I would be sad because the lies that you had told.

I would be sad because I got left by a girl that I adore.

I would be sad because the love I had before.
I meant what I said when I said I would settle down with you although I know it’s not something that you were asking me to do. 

And I know we are young but we won’t always be, so marry me; lets not be that predictable young couple changing, moving on. 

But I can tell by watching you that theres no chance of pushing through. 

The odds are so against us; you know most young love it ends like this.
[Chorus:]

I would be sad because you left me all alone.

I would be sad because the lies that you had told.

I would be sad because I got left by a girl that I adore.

I would be sad for all the love I had before.
I meant what I said when I said I would rearrange my plans and change for you.

You know me; I’ve always been the kind with easy confidence. 

Confident enough to honestly beleive that nothing out there stopping me especially not someone who’s not loving me.

Now listen here I told you I could live on with out loving you. 

I was bluffing then, but it seems that just might have been the truth.

Well my dad told me, “One day son, this girl will think of what she’s done and hurting you will be the first of many more regrets to come.” 

And he said, “If she doesn’t call, then it’s her fault and it’s her loss.”

I say, “It’s not that simple see, but then again it just may be.”

Fewer things have broken harder-now we pick up the glass

God & ManMeeting someone who matches your soul is rare. It is something special. In the most unexpected way, your personalities will connect in the way others cannot. Her company will be your comfort zone. Your bond will be one of a kind. Suddenly, she’s all you’re thinking about. Love came, indeed. You seem to…

via This Is Why Almost Relationships Are The Most Heartbreaking Of All — Thought Catalog

Yaysies

With much debate the contractor has drawn up the plans for the walls to come down. Finally an open floor plan. Little less filled with love anymore, but I have hopes that lighting strikes twice. 39 will be my year. Not the same, but we have to let go of things that want to be let go of. 

“Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death. You can’t save people, you can only love them.”

Anaïs Nin